Merry Christmas!

It's so good to be home for Christmas! We had a long day filled with lots of love, presents, noise, food and a whole lot of food!

My Mom decided to try and stop the girls from seeing if Santa came...Once she got to the table, Faith ran around the other side and out to the living room!

Emilee is patiently waiting for the go ahead to start opening her gifts!

Faith decided she was going to open her biggest gift first!

Emilee reminded me so much of myself at Christmas when I was younger. She relished opening every gift, making sure to look at it and see what it was and even thank me for each one..

Faith on the other hand takes after her Uncle Ed..She tore into the paper, ripped it open, then tossed it aside to open a new one!

My nephews and niece opening their gifts from Mom Mom and Pop Pop.

The kiddos after opening their gifts! They loved all their presents that Santa and Mom Mom and Pop Pop gave them!

the day after Christmas we went to see Disney On Ice in Philadelphia.

Miss Maggie is patiently waiting for the show to begin.

My nephew Eddie..he didnt want me to take his picture..until I put it in his face from behind!

Trevor eating his pretzel..He was trying to smile :)

My girls :)

My brother and Mom..doesn't my brother look so thrilled ?

and so it starts..first Princess is Tiana..

Mickey

Tiana

And this is the last photo I have...My camera died.. literally. The switch and motor died..I am so upset!! My brother's girlfriend took a lot of pictures so I am waiting for copies..

We still had a good time and it was a great show featuring Tiana, Cinderella and Repunzel!

I'm 40!!

Where has the time gone?? I can't believe I'm 40!! It's funny my Aunt Charlotte who is almost 80 once told me that she has never felt her age..She still feels like she's 20..One of the many secrets to aging well I suppose!
My kids have been hand scribbling Happy Birthday on coloring pages..They are so sweet.

My girls are so sweet :) Love them so!

I feel in my heart that 40 is going to be fabulous! Here are a few things I have figured out :

I am more comfortable in my skin..I don't care what others think! I wish I had learned this earlier! LOL

Family is the MOST IMPORTANT thing in my life!!

I realized how lucky I am to have a family that actually likes each other and spends the holidays together..it's hard to believe that many families don't!

While I am sad that my career in EMS has come to an end, I am excited for the new things I am doing!

I am a Scrapbook Artist!! And LOVE what I do!

I need to get myself healthy! No more excuses! I need to be here for my kids!

I thank God that I am who I am..I'm so thankful that I am a child of God and for the blessings that He has given me..I want a better, richer relationship with Him. I know that the things I have learned about myself and others is because my walk with Him!
I can't wait to see what this new decade brings me!

Happy Birthday Faith!

9 years ago today God provided my family a miracle...Faith was born at 4:33 pm in the afternoon after a relatively easy labor. I felt over joyed that she was finally here and healthy..All the worries about the pregnancy and the infamous cyst that had taken my joy about being pregnant were gone the second the doctor told me she was out! I didn't get to hold her until an hour later when she got the clean bill of health!

Here is my beautiful girl on her 9th birthday! Time has surely flown by..

This is her latest favorite outfit! She loves that the girl looks like her and it has New York on it..She loves NYC! I'm surprised that she likes it so much since it's not pink!

 So Faith decided that she wanted lasagna for her Birthday dinner since in her words, I have not made it in 2 years! LOL  I have so made it !!

She also decided she wanted Chocolate cake with chocolate icing with pink icing writing on her cake..I did the best I know how..LOL I am not a baker, but it was good!

Birthday fairy blowing her birthday candle out..

Opening presents..

She was soooo excited to get her Figit!

Figit is a BIG hit!!

At the end of her big day with her 2 new best friends!

Happy Birthday Faith!! I love you so very much!!

9/11/01 ~ 9/11/11 10th Anniversary

It's hard to believe it's been 10 years since the Terror Attacks on our nation. I remember like it was yesterday where I was and how my day unfolded the moment I learned that our Country had been attacked. I was actually sleeping during those fateful minutes before the towers fell. My soon to be hubby came in from working night shift to wake me up and to turn on the tv. I was transfixed to the tv and relived those horrific moments of the planes crashing into the first tower, then the second and the eventual falling of both towers. Soon after the chaos began my pager for the Rescue Squad went off telling all members to call the station. In that split second without a hesitation, I called. I was advised to gather some necessaties and come to the squad. It was there I remained for several hours waiting to be deployed to NYC to help my fellow brothers and sisters..A call that wouldn't come till a day later. Our Rescue Squad sent 2 trucks as well as fire trucks from our township to Jets Stadium where they would be dispatched to where they were needed. Once they got there they were told to go home. The hope of finding people alive were fading and the operation turned into a recovery effort. Our Squad did eventally send a crew to Ground Zero but not to do what we hoped to do..to save a life..but to be used as support..bandaging cuts and giving the firemen and iron workers relief supplies. I was scheduled to go, to do my part but was never needed.
If my service was needed today I would do my part and do what I was trained to do! Many people asked me how can you risk you life for a job that can sometimes bring you to the worst times in someone's life! I was called to do this..It's a job where you can have the best triumph and welcome a baby ino the world and on the same day watch someone die before your eyes no matter the care you provide! I was blessed to be a part of those moments. Those moments made me more grateful for the special moments I have with my family.
As we remember those lost that fateful day let's also be thankful and grateful for all of the service men and women who serve our country and all the Police, Fire and EMS who risk their lives every day for our safety and well being! I feel honored to have been a part of this community for the past 19 years and though I can no longer serve my community my heart will always be with them!

A Quick Trip to the Beach

I can't believe that summer is over! It surely does feel like it, it is 59 out and raining with more on the way! This past weekend I took Lindsey back to NJ and stayed for a short weekend. Saturday I took the girls and my Mom to the Strathmere beach. It was beautiful out but a bit windy, especially right along the water. Faith and Emilee LOVED the beach!! Faith loved the water and Emilee loved the beach! The water was warm when you got use to it but the breeze was chilly. Faith did not care! She wanted to spend all her time in the water! LOL Emilee got splashed in the face with a wave and after that she din't want any part of it. She spent the rest of her time on the beach getting sand in every oriface of her body! LOL She had it in her hair, ears..pretty much everywhere!

You can see Ocean City and Atlantic City from where we were.

Emilee is not too sure about the water..

A little more sure of the water..

Playing in the sand..

Loving the sand..

Gathering water..

A head full of sand!!

Emilee, showing off all her sand!

Faith showing off her sandy legs!!

Happy Birthday Dad!

Mom and Dad came to visit us for a few days for my Dad's Birthday. He turned 67 today! After a day of shopping we came home to hamburgers and hot dogs on the grill..The whole time we were eating the skies we black and you could hear rumble of thunder  and flash of lightning. When we finished rating we quickly went in cause the wind picked up and then the skies finally opened  up!

The girls picked out the cupcakes and the candles at Walmart when we were shopping!

Happy Birthday to you Dad!! Love you!!

Happy 4th Birthday Emilee!

My baby is 4 today! I can't believe it!! Time has surely flown by..Here are some pictures I took of my sweet chickie!! She decided this morning that she wanted to wear her fancy party dress that I bought her last year for her 3rd birthday..I was pleasantly surprised that it still fit!

Emilee holding her mini cupcake!! She wanted chocolate mini cupcakes instead of me making her vanilla ones!

Birthday dinner consisted of plain raviloi's with cheese!

Dora bag full of presents!!

"This is the best day ever!!" Emilee told me..She also said, "I love my presents!"

Emilee decided that she wanted mini chocolate cupcakes from Walmart instead of plain old vanilla with chocolate icing! Her favorite colors are blue, purple, and pink..coincidence??
We didn't have a candle becasue Mommy can't find it! LOL She will have a big party at my Mom's house this weekend so she will be able to blow her candles out then!!

Happy 4th Birthday my chickie!! I love you very much!!